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Dolphin 🐬

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Today I am announcing Dolphin, an open-source and uncensored, and commercially licensed dataset and series of instruct-tuned language models based on Microsoft's Orca paper. The dataset is released here, with Apache-2.0 license. The dataset can be used for commercial or non-commercial purposes. The models are currently in-progress. More information will be released here as it becomes available. As I read Orca: Progressive Learning from Complex Explanation Traces of GPT-4 by Mukherjee et. al. of Microsoft, I had to consider the implications for Open Source AI. This was pretty awesome stuff. But, I realized that while Microsoft would probably release their LLaMA-13b based model (as of the time of this writing they still haven't) I concluded that they might not release the dataset. Therefore, I resolved to duplicate their efforts, download the data myself, and train the model myself, so that Dolphin can be released on other sizes of LLaMA as well as other foundational models such as Falcon, OpenLLaMA, RedPajama, MPT, RWKV. This was a nontrivial undertaking. With the help of an all-star team of open-source AI/ML engineers, we have completed the Dolphin dataset. Our dataset consists of: ~1 million of FLANv2 augmented with GPT-4 completions ~3.5 million of FLANv2 augmented with GPT-3.5 completions We followed the submix and system prompt distribution outlined in the Orca paper. With a few exceptions. We included all 75k of CoT in the FLAN-1m dataset rather than sampling that. Also, we found that many items were duplicated, so we removed duplicates, resulting in 3.5m instructs in the ChatGPT dataset. Then we filtered out instances of alignment, refusal, avoidance, and bias, in order to produce an uncensored model upon which can be layered your personalized alignment LoRA. We currently plan to release Dolphin on: Xgen 7b 8k LLaMA 13b (Non-commercial) MPT 30b 8k LLaMA 33b (Non-commercial) Falcon 40b LLaMA 65b (Non-commercial) The Dolphin models that are released will be...
2nd Jul 2023

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Here are some things I had to do, that might help you: sudo apt autoremove rocm-core sudo apt remove amdgpu-dkms sudo dpkg --remove --force-all amdgpu-dkms sudo apt purge amdgpu-dkms sudo apt remove --purge nvidia* sudo apt remove --purge cuda* sudo apt remove --purge rocm-* hip-* sudo apt remove --purge amdgpu-* xserver-xorg-video-amdgpu sudo apt clean sudo reboot sudo dpkg --remove amdgpu-install sudo apt remove --purge amdgpu-* xserver-xorg-video-amdgpu sudo apt autoremove sudo apt clean rm ~/amdgpu-install_*.deb sudo reboot sudo rm /etc/apt/sources.list.d/amdgpu.list sudo rm /etc/apt/sources.list.d/rocm.list sudo rm /etc/apt/sources.list.d/cuda.list sudo apt-key del A4B469963BF863CC sudo apt update sudo apt remove --purge nvidia-* cuda-* rocm-* hip-* amdgpu-* sudo apt autoremove sudo apt clean sudo rm -rf /etc/OpenCL /etc/OpenCL.conf /etc/amd /etc/rocm.d /usr/lib/x86_64-linux-gnu/amdgpu /usr/lib/x86_64-linux-gnu/rocm /opt/rocm-* /opt/amdgpu-pro-* /usr/lib/x86_64-linux-gnu/amdvlk sudo reboot I love Linux (smile with tear) Now finally do like sudo apt-get updatesudo apt-get upgrade and sudo apt-get dist-upgrade and make sure there's no errors or warnings! You should be good to begin your journey. Install AMD drivers, ROCm, HIP wgethttps://repo.radeon.com/amdgpu-install/23.40.2/ubuntu/jammy/amdgpu-install_6.0.60002-1_all.deb (at time of this writing). But you should double check here. And the install instructions here. sudo apt-get install ./amdgpu-install_6.0.60002-1_all.deb sudo apt-get update sudo amdgpu-install -y --accept-eula --opencl=rocr --vulkan=amdvlk --usecase=workstation,rocm,rocmdev,rocmdevtools,lrt,opencl,openclsdk,hip,hiplibsdk,mllib,mlsdk If you get error messages (I did) try to fix them. I had to do this: sudo dpkg --remove --force-all libvdpau1 sudo apt clean sudo apt update sudo apt --fix-broken install sudo apt upgrade and then, again, I had to run sudo amdgpu-install -y --accept-eula --opencl=rocr --vulkan=amdvlk --usecase=workstation,rocm,rocmdev,rocmdevtools,lrt,opencl,openclsdk,hip,hiplibsdk,mllib,mlsdk Check Installation rocm-smirocminfo/opt/rocm/bin/hipconfig --full I hope that worked for you - if not, I suggest asking Claude Opus about the error messages to help you figure it out. If that doesn't work, reach out to the community. Part 2: Pytorch, BitsAndBytes, Flash Attention, DeepSpeed, Axolotl Conda mkdir -p ~/miniconda3wget https://repo.anaconda.com/miniconda/Miniconda3-latest-Linux-x86_64.sh -O ~/miniconda3/miniconda.shbash ~/miniconda3/miniconda.sh -b -u -p ~/miniconda3rm -rf ~/miniconda3/miniconda.sh~/miniconda3/bin/conda init bash Exit your shell and enter it again. conda create -n axolotl python=3.12conda activate axolotl Pytorch I tried the official install command from pytorch's website, and it didn't work for me. Here is what did work: pip install --pre torch torchvision torchaudio --extra-index-url https://download.pytorch.org/whl/nightly/rocm6.0python -c "import torch; print(torch.version.hip)" This tests both Torch, and Torch's ability to interface with HIP. If it worked, it will print HIP version. Otherwise, it will print None. BitsAndBytes BitsAndBytes is by Tim Dettmers, an absolute hero among men. It lets us finetune in 4-bits. It gives us qLoRA. It brings AI to the masses. There is a fork of BitsAndBytes that supports ROCm. This is provided not by Tim Dettmers, and not by AMD, but by a vigilante superhero, Arlo-Phoenix. In appreciation, here is a portrait ChatGPT made for Arlo-Phoenix, vigilante superhero. I hope you like it, if you see this Arlo-Phoenix. <3 git clone https://github.com/arlo-phoenix/bitsandbytes-rocm-5.6cd bitsandbytes-rocm-5.6git checkout rocmROCM_TARGET=gfx90a make hip # use the ROCM_TARGET for your GPUpip install . Flash Attention This fork is maintained by AMD git clone --recursive https://github.com/ROCmSoftwarePlatform/flash-attention.gitcd flash-attentionexport GPU_ARCHS="gfx90a" # use the GPU_ARCHS for your GPUpip install . 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Reading my recent computing retrospective, I realised there was a big section missing: the people in my life that made an impact and helped shape my career. Outside my immediate family, one person made an outsized contribution, and I’m fairly certain that without his influence my life would have taken a very different path. The fact that I’m still here in 2026, still writing code and being fortunate enough to have a career in something I love is testament to him. So I’d like to take a few moments to talk about my old secondary school teacher, George Dryden. Denied Back in 1995, I had a problem. I knew I wanted to study computing at university and build a career out of my passion, but there was a snag. For those unfamiliar with the UK schooling system, when you’re 15-16 you take a set of GCSE exams in a broad range of subjects. After that, you pick around 3 subjects to really focus on over a period of 2 years. These are called A Levels, and they are a big step up and are meant to prepare you for a degree-level course at university. Admission to university is also governed by these results - if you want to study computing, you’re going to need a computing A-Level, and most universities will only accept you (or ā€œmake an offerā€) if you achieve a certain grade. And whilst I had taken computing at a GCSE level, my school did not offer a computing A-Level course. I instead had to settle on ā€œDesign & Technologyā€, which just didn’t inspire me. Instead of working on my portfolio and projects, I spent most of my time daydreaming and writing code on the Acorn Archimedes computers that were the staple of every 90s UK school. No disrespect to the teachers - they were all awesome - but it just wasn’t for me. I was miserable, and by the end of my first year, I was well on my way to failing outright with my entire future plans seemingly going up in smoke. Someone noticed That’s when George stepped in. He’d taught me computing right the way through my GCSEs, and with no A-Level course on offer, that was officially where his involvement was supposed to have ended. It didn’t. He had noticed my constant presence in the computing labs - before and after school, during lunch breaks, free ā€œstudyā€ periods - working on some little pet project or digging into RISC OS internals. I remember him as warm, with a wicked, dry sense of humour, and a refreshingly spiky attitude to authority - I always got the sense he’d worked out for himself which rules were worth taking seriously and which ones weren’t. And he always had time for me. I spent years pestering him with questions that had nothing to do with anything on the syllabus, and he’d always find a way to answer them that actually made sense. He was just as supportive of my odd little obsessions. At one point I’d got deep into the BBS scene, which I thought was the coolest thing ever, and decided what the school really needed was an internal BBS running on its own network. So I wrote one. It was deeply cringeworthy, obviously - but George helped me put posters up around the school advertising it, and even gave it a mention in assembly one morning. I think about five people in total ever checked it out. It didn’t matter: a teacher had stood up in front of the entire school and treated my weird little project like it was worth something, and that was a hugely validating moment for me. Off the books He recognised the passion, and eventually he made a suggestion: What if I quit the Design and Technology course, and instead attempt the A-level course myself? Personally, I also suspect he was enjoying himself. There was some internal school politics behind why computing wasn’t offered at A-Level in the first place - I never knew the details - and I think the prospect of one of his students simply going out and getting the qualification anyway appealed to him on two separate levels. It would get me where I wanted to go, and it would wind up exactly the right people. It wouldn’t be easy, he warned. The school would be against it, plus it was a two-year course which I’d have to cram into one year. I’d have to do it all myself - studying, lesson planning, coursework - he couldn’t help me in an official capacity, but he said he’d advocate for me and help where he could. If I had assignments, he’d send them off to be graded and would give feedback in his own time. He’d enter me in for the exams and also gave me a set of keys to the computer lab so I could use it whenever I needed. It was the first time anybody outside my own family had really shown faith in my abilities and encouraged me to take a stand. It was a pivotal moment for me - I realised if I wanted something badly enough I would have to fight for it, but I could still make it happen. I didn’t have to take ā€œNOā€ for an answer - a lesson I think I picked up from watching him as much as from anything he ever actually said to me. After a few weeks of dithering, I took the jump. I remember a few awkward meetings with the school administration but thanks to his behind-the-scenes work, I was soon following my dream. An intense year And yes, it was bloody hard work. I had to condense an entire two year course into under a year, be disciplined enough to produce my own study plan, and be critical enough of my own shortcomings that I could focus my study where it was needed. I pretty much lived and breathed it for months straight and was more-or-less a permanent fixture in the labs or school library poring over my course books. I’d make lists of questions and chat to George over lunch, and he’d provide guidance and encouragement. It was a lonely way to learn with no classmates to compare notes with, no lessons to turn up to, and right up until the end I had no real idea whether any of it was good enough - but bit by bit, it started to feel like something I could actually pull off. And sure enough, in the late spring of 1996, I sat down in an exam hall with my fellow students, the only one with an A-Level computing question paper in front of me. The final exam went by in a blur - I can only remember a few of the questions now (and a peculiar obsession with the Pascal language) - but I do remember the euphoria as the invigilator called ā€œtime’s up, pens down, close your papers NOWā€. I had done it. A few nerve-wracking months later, my Mum drove me into school to pick up my results. I ripped open the envelope and saw it - I’d passed with an A grade! I literally ran up the stairs to George’s office next to the computing labs to thank him personally. I’d taken my camera into school to take a few last photos for memory’s sake and snapped this photo of him before I walked out the school gates for the last time: A different path Because of him, I managed to get into my university of choice, studying computing with a focus on networks. Because of that, I landed my first job working as a ā€œwebmasterā€, and my career since has been one of the highlights of my life. All these years later, it’s a real privilege to be able to get up each morning and actively look forward to working in an industry I love. Without George stepping up for me and encouraging me to believe in myself, none of that would have happened. I wouldn’t have had the career I have, and I wouldn’t be where I am now. I met my wife when we both worked at a software company - she sat at the desk behind me - so even my home and family life can be traced back to that spring of 1996. And the A-Level itself was only half of what I took away from that year. The qualification opened the door to university, but the lesson that came with it was every bit as important: that a ā€œnoā€ isn’t always the end of it, and that sometimes the answer can be argued with. I’m so proud of what I managed to achieve all those years ago, and even more thankful to have had someone like George in my life to put me on the right track. Mr. Dryden I did see him again after I left. He drank in one of my local pubs - a pub I’d been going to for a good while before I was technically old enough to be in it - and I’d say hello if I spotted him in there, mostly in the months before I moved away to university. After that it was only a handful of times. For years I’d find myself scanning the room whenever I was back home and in for a pint, half expecting him to be at the bar. At some point I stopped seeing him altogether and eventually moved across the country. The trouble was I never really knew how to talk to him outside of school. He was always Mr. Dryden, or just ā€œSirā€, I don’t think I ever once called him George to his face! I was (and still am if I’m honest) fairly socially awkward, and I never worked out how to phrase the thing I actually wanted to say: that he had changed the entire direction of my life, and I wasn’t sure he knew it. So instead I’d say hello, and ask how he was, talk about nothing much, and go back to my friends. Epilogue Sadly, 3 years ago now, I opened the latest issue of my old school alumni newsletter to read that he’d passed away. The photo at the start of this article was taken from his obituary article and I read that he’d had a long illness and had suffered from dementia at the end. I did write to him years ago by email - I don’t know if he ever got it, or was in any capacity to understand what he’d done for me, but I hope so. There’s an old saying by one of my favourite authors (Terry Pratchett) that ā€œno one is finally dead until the ripples they cause in the world die awayā€. In one of his books, a character keeps the memory of his son alive by passing his name along a series of telegraph towers. It’s in that spirit that I’m writing this post - I debated it for many years as it’s very personal to me and I also have no contact with any of George’s family so I have no idea what they would make of it all. But even though it’s 30+ years ago now, I will never forget him or what he did for me - and at least now, if someone searches his name it’ll be recorded here for as long as I’m alive and running this site. Thank you, Sir. George Dryden 1942-2023

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